Out of Control: How My Addiction Almost Killed Me

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Every day I still get online approaches, or some form of social media connectivity, from the gay community. The father said they learned in July that the DPP was not going to bring charges against Mr McCarron over the incident. When he went through that ordeal in London - an ordeal that spanned hours - he came out and spotted a Ladbrokes on the corner. Daddy wasn’t happy with Mummy’s actions but that was part of the baggage that comes with a family break-up. The lawyer concluded that it would not be possible for the prosecution to overcome this defence and that therefore there was no reasonable prospect of a conviction.

Describing his girlfriend, McCarron said: "She means the world to me but, like most men, I love looking at beautiful women. The matter was referred to PPS [Director of Public Prosecutions] who were satisfied by Mr McCarron’s account of events, and the matter stands closed. We worked together in a previous job and while our exchanges could be robust, strong opinions and a certain license to exchange them were only welcomed in my view. He reveals how his gambling struggles even led to him appearing in gay pornography for cash to feed his addiction. I paid the first three months of the car loan, but the repayments stopped as soon as the money ran out.I know what I can do and I’d be confident enough of looking after myself if someone squared up to me. I needed to be able to pay for the place I was now renting, a classy apartment in the park in Dromore.

If I didn’t have it, my father became the easiest resource for me to get it, to feed the habit after I had blown every penny. This is a completely separate issue to me appearing on the show to speak about my autobiography 'Out of Control'. Then I’d crawl up the stairs like a cat burglar, sneak into the room, take the keys from his pocket and rifle money from the safes. McCarron met the girl last year despite being in a relationship with his current girlfriend, who is now pregnant with their child.At the weekends, Barry and I would often pour bottles of vodka down the sink and fill them with water. I was bulling because I thought that was me gone for the following weekend’s opening league game against Cavan. On 20 October 2016 McCarron released his autobiography Out of Control in Ireland and the United Kingdom. He has also played for Round Towers while in London since 2013, with the county team there interested in him.