About this deal
Because I didn't have to hide who or what I was anymore and I dressed so often without any fear of getting caught, the clothes lost their sexual effect on me completely. I learned that sex didn't have anything to do with what I wore or how I looked. I never felt the desire to have a sex change operation, I was some kind of a 3rd gender and I was happy with who I was. I loved bending the gender lines and I still do today. I don't think clothes should define your gender. Even today I do a few risky things in public, like pulling my skirt up in a store to have my picture taken but it's not for a sexual high. It's just for the fun of doing it. ( Hay, we have to have a little fun don't we? ) I had a gf that loved me wearing her lingerie under my suit at work. When at home She wore a strapon and called me her bitch. As time went on, I was still required to undress in front of her whenever she said so. I only dressed fully at home but for now that was good enough. My Mom still thought that this might just be a faze that I was going through and I may grow out of it. She would often come in my room to talk to me while I was getting dressed but I was completely comfortable with it. She still allowed me in her room when she was getting dressed but it was never awkward and she did make me prove it a few times. When she was finished with the last detail of her outfit, I always told her how beautiful she looked.
Oh, we didn’t mention that we thought it was time for you to start wearing panties all the time. We’re throwing out all of your manly underwear and taking you shopping for all new panties.”I was very upset and I was not going to let this part of me go. I had to make her understand that I wasn't like other boys and I wasn't going to change.
Digging through them to find the least revealing swimsuit, James called down to Megan's mother, "You know I think I really have to be going now."
Jeanette, Doris (2011). "Sexual Empowerment for Men: Love and Understanding for Men Who Wear Panties". drjeanette.com . Retrieved 31 December 2012.